Anyway, if you are feeling like you want to end things, and that there's no way out, I feel you, I really do. Sometimes it feels like it's going on forever and it's slowly suffocating you. You want out, you want to be rescued, but it seems like no matter how much you cry out that you're drowning, no one sees you. I've been there, and to this day I still go through that often. People don't get us. But get this in your head, you are NOT alone! There are people who care about you; they may not understand you, but they care about you. People would be crushed if something happened to you. If you are feeling like you want to end things for good, there are people you can talk to. Trust me, nothing is worth losing your life over. Your life is precious. If you need to talk and you don't know anyone who could help, call the suicide hotline 1-800-273-8255
Please, get help, I'm begging you, don't throw your life away.