Where Are You?

Where are you?
I can't find you near me.
I'm engulfed in darkness....and I can't see your light....
I'm tearing myself apart, yet you are not here to stop me.....

Where are you?
You promised you'd always be there for me!
You promised you would never leave me nor forsake me.
But you are nowhere near me....

Where are you?
I feel so alone....no one understands me!
I keep getting sicker....yet you are not here to heal me....
I destroy my body, but you do not stop me....

Where are you?
I'm ready to disappear forever, yet every time I try you stop me.
Do you think it's funny how I suffer?
Are you entertained with me losing this fight?

Where are you?
I'm drowning in a sea of sorrow.
I'm broken and beyond repair.
Yet you are nowhere to be seen....

Where are you?
I can't find you!
You've left me all alone!
I can't keep going on like this!

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I see it!
The light, it's near your children.
You're with them, I see you.
Could it be you're with me too?

Where are you?
Right here with me through the darkness.