Written in Red

It's been one year today since my childhood idol Chester Bennington took his life.  When I first heard about it a year ago, my heart was...

Hey y'all, I have some updates (I haven't written in a couple months/since the car accident). My husband has a new car thanks t...

It's been an interesting week.  My medications still aren't working and my suicidalness has been getting worse.  Over the weekend, I...

Here's how I'm feeling.... * Trapped * Stuck * Empty * Heavy Burdened * Worthless * Everything is Pointless * A Bur...

When you live with mental illness, it can often feel like there's no hope left.  I know for me, I've been really feeling that...

It's been a difficult week - heck, it's been a difficult two months!  I've been really feeling like I'm a burden for people,...

If you've been following my blog from the past few entries, you know I've been having a really difficult time.  If you haven't, ...